Showing posts with label resolutions. Show all posts
Showing posts with label resolutions. Show all posts

31 December 2024

Goals

It feels a bit refreshing and yet sad to not engage upon a new year-long commitment tomorrow. I'm not tired of temperature quilts. I'm still quite thrilled by them. I still look forward to the day I can do a real fiber temperature quilt, either yarn or fabric. At this point, either would suffice. But I have to be realistic.

2024 ranks right up there with 2020 to me. There are so many blessings, and we've come so far. But this was a really hard year, and quite frankly, I'm grateful it's almost gone. Don't let the door slap ya on the behind on your way out.

So, what are my goals for 2025?

I haven't even thought about it yet. I guess I want to read scriptures to Lizard daily. I want to keep up on his speech therapy. I want to keep up on his physical therapy. I'd like him to start coloring again. I'd like him to start blogging again. We've started walking daily again, and I want with all my heart to stick to the calendar on that. I'd like both of us to get back on our bikes, even if only around the block. But more frequently than once every two months or three months.

I was never anti-resolutions, and I don't think I am now. But I'm afraid to set any personal goals right now other than these because Lizard is my priority. When it comes right down to it, none of the yarn, fabric, photos or computer keystrokes mean diddly squat if it means redirecting my attention away from him. So I guess that's my resolution for 2025. I'm going to be there for him when he needs me. And for now, that's enough.

09 January 2024

Better than Resolutions

Now that I've freed myself of completing another daily year-long temperature crochet project (or actual fabric temperature quilt), I'm free to set new goals for 2024. I'm not one who shies away from resolutions, and generally, I can keep resolutions I make. Nevertheless, I have a few (self-imposed) obligations in the coming year, and one is coming up a bit too quickly.

I have set resolutions for Lizard, all with his approval. Nothing new; I've been trying to encourage him in these goals for the last six to eight or so months. I hope to get him walking at least once a day again, and we can work up to that at his pace. I am trying to get him to do his LOUD therapy every day. That one is a bit harder for both of us (for me because it's very difficult to enforce while I'm working, and that's his best time for doing it), but I won't give up. I want him to color or do some other finger therapy at least three times per week. He's been doing once or twice a week for going on two weeks now, and that's SO encouraging for me. I'm hoping he will be able to get back on his bike. Whatever he can do will be amazing. He wants to get back into his Parkinson's stretching routine on a daily basis. He was unable for nearly six weeks, so the one time per week he is achieving right now is an AWESOME accomplishment.

My one resolution this year (other than trying to get back into an exercise routine and lose a bit of weight) is to get back to sewing. I've missed it SO much. I was tempted to say SEW much! I have a ton of mending that needs to be done, I have fabric for dresses I can't wait to wear, one of my bosses is getting married in just eight weeks, and I'm going to be an aunt again twice this year. I have established contact with three more of my adopted kids' adopted kids (just three more to go!!!), and they need grandma quilts. And, one of the adoptive families to whom I have become "grandma" has adopted three more kids. They need quilts from their new grandma.

As a result, my goal this year is to finish nine baby/kid quilts. I really hope to finish a quilt for my soon-to-be-wed boss. I have yet to even pick a pattern for what was supposed to be my mother-i-law's quilt for Christmas in 2022. I also would like to finish one or two of the UFO quilts I've been trying to finish for more than a decade.

I would really love to work on my Moda Blockheads quilt from 2018-2019. That involves crochet as well as piecing, quilting and binding. Part two of the current Blockhead project just started up, and I'd really like to finish off one of my existing blocks each week of the current Blockheads. I don't know if that's a doable goal (didn't get one done last week), but hopefully I can at least make a bit of progress on what I think will be a stunning quilt when done.

I designed my 800th snowflake late last year. I guess I have a goal now of 1,000. I don't know if I can make it that far. However, especially during times of crisis, I've discovered snowflake crochet is my solace. My goal for this year is a new snowflake each week (or finishing up the pattern for one of my unpublished patterns in my shrinking stash).

Because my ability to complete an actual Block a Day quilt is impacted by Lizard's health struggles, I instead would like to design a new crochet snowflake design each day I am able. I would LOVE to do a Flake a Day, but I know I cannot reach that goal in our current circumstances. If I give myself wiggle room and don't put as much pressure on myself, my Flake A Day When I Can project can stay fun, and hopefully I won't get discouraged if I get too far behind. I have all these wonderful snowflake photography books (plus my own snowflake photos), and I'd love to be able to pick one photograph each day I'm able and create a crocheted version. We're already on Day 9, and I've started only one. So, as I said, I've got to keep this fun and not put too much pressure on myself. Just do what I can when I can.

Goal setting for me is fun and motivating, as long as I keep my expectations realistic. I can't set goals like Ride the Rockies anymore, and I doubt I will get any more 14ers. But that doesn't mean life can't be rich and rewarding. I made myself so proud last year with my digital snowflake temperature quilt. My goals this year are to keep caregiving, and to keep creating, even if I can't create every single day. The end goal is a smile at work well done, and I think I can do that!

10 January 2017

Trainer Training


I read about new year's resolution statistics the other day in a blog post written by a very dear friend I have not seen in more than 30 years. Bonnie Aaron worked with my dad back when we all still lived in New Mexico. She went on to earn a PhD and write two books (so far) about surviving tragedy and thriving even when you are faced with difficult challenges. We reconnected over the internet a couple of years ago, and I was amazed at how much she has accomplished since 1987.

Bonnie wrote that only 8% of the people who make new year's resolutions actually achieve them and that 75% of the people who achieve their new year's resolutions do it in the first week.

Initially, I thought I was in the 75% of the 8% because I'd always thought if I could make it through the first week, I can make it through the entire year. I work hard the first week or month of every year to develop habits to achieve the resolutions I make so they can last not only through the year but for life.

Now that Week One is history and I've reread the blog post, I realize that statistic may have meant something completely different.

Instead, 25% percent of the people who successfully achieve their new year's resolutions intentionally set resolutions intended to last beyond seven days. So technically, even though I consider myself successful if I am still doing on January 8 what I said I'd do on January 1, my resolutions typically are not things I do for only one week before moving on to something else.

An influence on my goals this year was a recent comment from a reader who said her daughter does not make resolutions but instead creates a bucket list for each year. She tries to check off things on her bucket list and does not consider it a failure if she doesn't get them all because many of the items she doesn't achieve can be on the next year's bucket list. That sounds pretty fun to me!

I sometimes have to adjust my resolutions due to circumstances beyond my control, but I still consider myself fairly successful in achieving the list of goals I set for each year. I enjoy setting the goals because I enjoy pushing myself to accomplish things I'm not sure I can do and because I'm trying to get the most I can from this life.


My (missed) cycling goal for the last two years has been 3,000 miles. I wasn't able to attain the goal in 2015, mostly due to weather and construction, so I modified the goal by 1,000 miles and missed the revised goal by only 49 miles. In 2016, construction was another huge barrier, but so was our decision not to try for Ride the Rockies due to two out-of-state trips for a family wedding. The spring weather was more accommodating for training, but I wasn't able to participate because of the trips. No regrets! However, I knew that lack of spring training would render me unable to successfully (and as painlessly as possible) participate in Ride the Rockies.

Bike path construction that daunted me in 2015 was scheduled to be complete in September of 2016. So I was ready to roll in September! I'd barely hit 900 miles at the time, I think, so I had quite the mileage to make up!

Unfortunately, two more construction projects started just days before the bike path was complete, and I wasn't even able to pedal my entire weekend daylight reconnaissance tour to make sure I could (safely) navigate the entire 60-mile round trip weekday route to work in the dark, so didn't get to commute by bike the entire route to and/or from work at all in 2016 for the first time in more than 15 years. This was heartbreaking to me. I knew I'd have trouble getting even 200 more miles by the end of the year, so I had to let go of the goal altogether. I decided at that time whatever I could pedal before December 31 should be fun miles.

And they were!

Most of the 1,266 miles I pedaled in 2016 were in Waterton Canyon, one of my favorite rides of all time.


My riding (and life) habits changed late in 2016 when The Lizard began a new job which filled most of our weekends. I think he's had only two weekend days off, and not in the same weekend, since the day he was hired.

As a result, I've had more time for sewing, and I've spent less time on the bike.

My cycling goals this year are governed by these experiences.

I don't have a mileage goal this year. I just want the miles to be fun and productive.


We aren't sure yet whether The Lizard will be able to take time off for Ride the Rockies, being new kid on the block without a full year of service. Construction will continue to plague my work cycling commute for perhaps another nine months, which really bites, but there's nothing I can do about it. Last year we devised a couple of partial cycling commutes that suffice until construction is complete (and the entire route will be about 200% safer!!!), and I hope to be able to engage in the modified commute once the bike path is not icy. For obvious reasons.

One of my most important annual goals since my bike wreck in 2012 has been NO MORE WRECKS!!! This is an annual resolution I will continue to make for the rest of my life. No more broken bones. No more hamburger knees. No more fear of riding because it's dangerous. I just won't ride when it's dangerous anymore. Not a bad resolution, don't you think?

Because I'm not making a mileage goal this year (and perhaps never again?), I do have goals on the trainer for 2016. My goal to start the year was to ride the trainer every day that we can't ride for real. (Yes, we. The Lizard is doing this one with me, and that sort of makes up for not being able to ride together on weekends.)


The goal changed after Day 1 to riding the trainer every day we can't ride for real when we can because we realized there might be days when one or the other of us gets off work late and we either have other commitments or we are just too beat to ride. Trainers are notoriously boring for most riders, so setting any kind of trainer goal is risky at best. After you miss the first day of an everyday goal, you get discouraged and quit. We wanted to avoid that. So we've made allowances for when things just don't come together the way we want or plan.

A couple of days later, we modified the goal again, not because we had lost motivation, but because we want to allow for cross-training and new goals as they become available, partially due to weather. The new goal is to ride the trainer every day we can't ride for real when we can until the end of January. At the end of January, if the weather is better, we might do a ride around the block, or we might go up Waterton Canyon if there's enough light, or we might decide to get a month's membership at a community rec center or other facility where we can cross train. Hopefully, this will help prevent the trainers from seeming like a prison sentence.


A Frozen Waterton Waterfall No Longer Open to the Public

So now here we are on January 10, and I'm very proud to report we're still riding the trainer every night we can. There have been a couple of nights when The Lizard said he didn't know if he had the energy. He ended up joining me each time because I was determined not to break the resolution.

We did skip one night when I marched in place in six inches of snow in -8 degrees to try to stay warm while waiting more than half an hour for a train. I asked The Lizard if that would count toward cross training, and he said it probably was better exercise than the trainer. Yippee!!!

Because I don't have mileage goals this year, I've incorporated the trainer to set some other goals I haven't been able to achieve the last two years due to the above-mentioned construction.

The Lizard is a much stronger and faster cyclist than me. When we ride together, I often have to encourage him to ride his own speed, promising to meet him at the end, although I know he almost always will cycle back to me and finish the route again with me at my pace. So my goal ever since the first time we rode together has been to increase my strength and speed so I can ride with him a little more. Because he's fun!!!

Last October during a ride up Waterton, I tried to hold his pace (after sending him on his way) for as long as I could. I rode a few feet behind him for nearly four miles before I was completely spent! I've never been able to hold his pace for that long before! It was so exciting, I tried to do it again each time we went up Waterton. As winter approached, our outdoor riding opportunities dramatically decreased, which means the power I was building will begin to fade.

So, I'm trying to make up for that on the trainer.


I can barely even balance The Lizard's bike on his rollers with my hands,
and he perfectly balances while riding it!



no balance required on my trainer

Typically, my outdoor average hovers around 10-11 miles per hour. Sometimes I can average a bit faster on level, straight terrain. Indoors on the trainer, my average is about 14-15 mph. I'm limited in this respect because I'm not on rollers (because I don't have the balance for rollers), and my trainer doesn't offer as much strength-building because it's basically one speed. I can pedal faster, but it doesn't require more muscle because there isn't much resistance. I'm just spinning.

However, spinning faster does offer increased aerobics. In the long run, increasing my aerobic strength could translate into increased endurance and perhaps even increased strength on a real ride.

My goal is to bring up my trainer miles to 16 or 17 miles per hour if the trainer can survive that abuse.


I also have a goal to get the sit bone used to being in the saddle again. If by chance we do get to participate in Ride the Rockies again, I'm going to need to build up to 7 or 8 hours in the saddle comfortably. My long rides often are longer than that (and that's another goal post-bike wreck... no more 14-hour days!!!), but being able to be on the bike for eight hours without swearing off ever being on the bike again would be a huge improvement right now because I don't think I spent eight hours in the saddle in a day throughout 2016. I can tell just by sitting on the trainer for up to an hour each of the last 10 days that my sit bone has become a little too wimpy. I'll need to rebuild that strength before spring training in order to be ready to train for Ride the Rockies, should the need arise.

Each time I'm on the trainer, that's also a time for me to focus on form. I have a tendency to lock my right elbow when I ride for real, and I often don't notice until it begins to ache because I'm too busy looking at all the wonders around me and trying to stay safe. On the trainer, I can totally focus on trying to keep that elbow slightly bent and relaxed. It's my shock absorber on a real ride, and I've been working for about six years now, ever since I learned how I got tennis elbow without ever playing tennis, to perfect my form on the bike. I guess a 40-year habit is really hard to break, because I'm still trying to get that part right! (Of course, mousing on the computer does not help in this battle...)

Both of us are registered for this year's MS-150, but we don't know yet if we will ride. I might volunteer instead, and The Lizard won't know for a while if he might be able to get the weekend off.

Charity riding is a pretty big deal for us. In about October or November of last year, I learned about Charity Miles, a smart phone app that enables you to walk, run or ride in behalf of a number of charitable organizations. Donors sponsor participants, although I'm not sure if donations pledged in advance are allocated as miles accumulate or per activity. I think per activity probably is more realistic and easier on the accounting side.


I've been using the app since the day I found out about it. The options don't include being on a cycling trainer, so I use the indoor walking/running option when I'm on the trainer, which relies on the smart phone's motion detection. Charity Miles acknowledges the motion detection is not all that accurate. I get credit for up to 1.5 miles for every 10 miles on the trainer. But if the donations are per activity as opposed to per mile, as I suspect, what counts is that I took the time to use the app instead of just going about my day. Miles aren't really going to matter to the various charities, I think.

I didn't know for the first few weeks my miles weren't being tallied for my own personal journal unless I logged in, so I don't know what my total for the three months of 2016 I used the app are, but I accumulated 70 Charity Miles after setting up a free account. And now I get badges, too, when I accomplish specific things. Almost all of my miles have gone toward the National Multiple Sclerosis Society. On January 6, there was a special drive to raise funds for Operation Smile, which provides surgeries for children with cleft lip or cleft palate, so I logged my miles on behalf of that organization that day and earned a badge.


The most important cycling goal for the year is to lose the rest of the weight I put on after the bike wreck in 2012. I've shed a few pounds each year since then, and most have come back one way or another. This year, I really do want to get back to my regular weight. Both The Lizard and I are going to have to replace some older (read: ancient) bike shorts this year due to chamois wear and tear, and I do NOT want to have to buy a larger size!

If I can knit or crochet a hat or two while I'm on the trainer, that's a huge bonus. But not a goal. The elbow is the most important cycling thing to focus on right now. Well, and the sitter. Both those goals will make cycling more enjoyable for life.

Cycling helps keeps me healthy. So I guess that's the overall goal. Whatever it takes to keep my body healthy and my mind creative.

Here's wishing you a happy and healthy 2017, too!

19 January 2016

I can ride for miles and miles


Although I did phenomenally well last year on quilting goals, I fell short on my overall cycling goals. Now that snow and ice have clogged much of the bike path, it's time to look ahead and make plans for warmer days. I want to be in good shape for Ride the Rockies in June, assuming we like the route and further assuming we get drawn.

This month, RBR ezine asked readers to evaluate how they did in 2015, and instead of just saying, "I got this one!" and "I got that one!", detail what made goals attainable and what made them difficult.

I knew by July of 2015 I would not reach my goal of pedaling 3,000 miles by December. I modified the goal to 2,000 miles, which I still did not reach. But I missed the revised goal by only 49 miles!

I have yet to learn to say no to charitable requests, and I often stack my own personal crafting goals a bit too enthusiastically high. I spent much of 2015 being over-committed (which really isn't odd for me), and I have no one but myself to blame. I also can't be angry with myself for this because I gave in a lot of ways that affected a lot of people. Had I chosen to ride my bike instead, it would have made me happy. Well, and maybe The Lizard.

I'd like to think the service projects I did throughout the year and the quilts I made for nieces and nephews made a bigger difference in the world than a few more miles on my bike would have made.


My most important cycling goal of the year was to regain the strength I'd lost during my 2012 bike injury and recovery.

I'm still working on that goal, but I'm pleased with how well I did during Ride the Rockies last year because it was one challenging route (to me), and I didn't train as much as I would have liked, due to weather and construction. Construction at times probably was an even bigger factor in me not attaining my mileage goals in 2015 than my inability to say no.

My 60-mile round trip commute to work is an easy way (for me) to build mileage. But our oh-so-wet spring left many sections of the bike path along the river under water for more than two months, and some repairs are still in progress to this day. Some of the detours (or lack thereof) were downright dangerous. My philosophy is: I want to live to ride again another day. I'm not going to pedal in an area where I don't feel safe just to click off a few more miles.

Besides, all the Boat To Work Days and bike path damage gave me more time for quilting! Which I did!


The most frustrating cycling goal failure for me was in November and December. We had several rides planned, and I would have been able to pedal about 200 more miles had the weather not interfered. But that's life in Colorado. You can't go into October short on mileage goal because chances of Indian summer extending through January are not always that promising. For two whole months, we just didn't get to ride.

The final week of the year, I'd look at the daily forecast and then calculate how many times I'd have to ride around the block to get 49 miles in 10 degrees on icy streets. If I did 9 miles every day... That's just plain silly!

We could have worked out on the trainers. But I don't count trainer miles in my annual mileage. Trainer miles can be good. But they are not the same as riding.

Trainer miles are free of road hazards, traffic, weather, and for me, even klutzy blond imbalance disorder. I can take both hands off the handlebars on my trainer without crashing!!!

Regardless of how many settings a good trainer has, riding a trainer in the basement is not the same as riding up Vail Pass or Independence Pass. The workout is not the same. For one thing, there's oxygen in the basement. None of that to be found at 10,000 feet!!!

Tipping the bicycle upward to simulate uphill riding??? Ha ha ha ha! Increased resistance on the tires to simulate riding in the wind??? Don't make me laugh!

Riding the trainer for two hours every night is going to help me lose or maintain my weight, but it's not going to help me get over mountain passes.

Oh, and did you know if you ride your winter-only trainer for two hours after six weeks out of the real ride saddle due to weather, you can still get saddle sores?


We won't find out the 2016 Ride the Rockies route until Saturday, February 6, and if we like the route, we won't find out until March if we've been drawn. We hope to participate, so it's time to start setting 2016 goals, even though we don't yet know what this year will hold.

We didn't get to go cross-country skiing in 2015, I think, and I think we went only once in 2014. That's just criminal! My goal for 2016 is to go at least three times, although I'd go every weekend I can this year, especially if we can't ride. We've got two trips under our belts at this writing, and that precious trip made me remember how much I love cross-country skiing. It's great cross-training for big cycling events because it's aerobic, it helps me get back in the habit of being out in the cold, and it targets essential muscle groups.


Last year we reduced the number of organized rides we participated in, mostly due to cost, but also impacted by my work and charity schedule. We discovered we really like riding because we want to ride as opposed to trying to be in shape by such-and-such date for such-and-such ride.

In 2014, we'd tried something new and signed up for the Tour de Lavender and Ride the Hurricane on the Olympic Peninsula, and we had so much fun, we decided that year we should do more new rides in the future.


The future is now!

Aside from Ride the Rockies, we're aiming for the MS-150, with a bit of a twist. This year, we're planning to volunteer for the Colorado ride (because they've had an increasingly severe shortage of volunteers for the last two years) and ride an MS-150 in Washington state. !!! Can you say, "Ooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!"

We'll be riding right across this baby!!!


Which means I have to finish another PDF snowflake booklet so we can raise money to benefit the fight against multiple sclerosis. Yes, this is part of my cycling goals this year, and I hope to have it done by the end of February.


For the first time since 2004, we are not planning to ride Elephant Rock. I could change my mind on this, however, because I love the ride, and right now, I can't even picture life without E-Rock. We don't have another ride picked out that weekend, but skipping Elephant Rock might give us a better chance of participating in the Santa Fe Century a few weeks earlier, which we did for the first time last year after about 12 years of wishing we had.


For the second consecutive year, The Lizard is not planning to ride the Triple Bypass or the Double Triple Bypass. For me. So we can focus on wildlife and wildflowers instead. Is he awesome or what?!?


Because training last year went awry, I did not attempt Pikes Peak. That means it's back on my list this year.


Photo by Brett Atkinson

Last year, I made it to the top of Vail Pass on my first attempt of the year. I had never accomplished that before. So it's back on the list again this year. We'll be riding Vail Pass plenty of times throughout the snowless seasons, but my goal is to make it to the top on my first attempt. That means Deer Creek Canyon is multiple times high on the list of early season climbs. I'm hoping for a good climb of Independence Pass this year, too, since we were unable to attempt it last year before the road opened to vehicles, due to snowfall well into June. Climb, climb, climb, and then climb some more. Get stronger. Keep the body healthy. Increase speed a bit, if I can. Then keep climbing some more.


Photo by Brett Atkinson

Now for the biggie... NO MORE WRECKS!!!

Actually, I'm not joking. It was a goal last year and the year before, and I accomplished it both times. I intend to keep the streak alive for as long as I can!!!

Now for the REAL biggie... I'm shooting for 3,000 miles again this year. I've done it twice before, so I know I can do it. Here's to my third 3,000-mile smile!


Photo by Brett Atkinson

30 December 2010

The Wow Vow

fun, fun, fun under the sun
I got my 3,000 miles, but I didn't get my three peaks. In 2011, I'm upping the ante changing the rules...

I reached some of the goals I set for 2010. This also is the first year I haven't been terribly disappointed that I wasn't able to do everything on my "List."

Three distinct events this year have taught me some important lessons. Those lessons were drilled home a couple of weeks ago when a Sunday School lesson asked, "When you meet your Maker, how will you feel about the way you spent your life?"

I've been mighty proud when I've hit milestones I thought I couldn't reach and when I've proven naysayers wrong. I LOVE squelching that little voice inside that whimpers, "I can't!" I had a ton of fun trying to reach 1,000 miles in one month this year, and I'm still wearing my 3,000-mile Smile. I have a snowflake glimmer in my eye because I actually completed 70 snowflake designs this year. Finishing all the girly Christmas presents by November is a huge feather in my cap. Or should I say, my stocking???

Mount Guyot in Winter, heavily photoshoppedBut when you get right down to it, those things don't really make that much difference in the long run. What's really going to matter is that I spent time doing good for others, trying to make a difference in the world and trying to comfort friends and family when they suffer.

I do have some important goals for 2011. I'd really like to finish a quilt by the end of February for the Denver National Quilt Festival. That's one of the goals I didn't achieve in 2010 due to one of the distinct events this year that taught me to spend my time wisely.

I hope to get more miles on my bicycle next year than what I got this year, but the important thing will be to have fun riding when I do. The only concrete goals I'm setting for my bike are another 1,000-mile-month, riding to the start and home from the finish of Ride the Rockies (but we've got to get drawn first...) and making it to the top of Pikes Peak in August, which means staying in shape after Ride the Rockies this year. I failed that one this year because of Lesson Number Two. No regrets.

I hope to come up with 52 more snowflake patterns, one each week, and right now the goal is to get a picture of each one in front of a mountain it will be named after. But I have pictures of most of the peaks I hope to design flakes for, so if I can't get to the mountains for several weekends in a row, separate pictures of the flake and the mountain will suffice.

SoarI hope to finish Makeover Madness retouching in 2011 in time to go to Moab for Thanksgiving, but if I don't make it, I know I'm doing something worth my time, and that's what matters.

Getting Christmas cards out before December 31 next year is a set-in-stone goal for 2011. But I think I've accomplished that only three times in the last 12 years, so it's a goal, and I'm shooting for it, but don't shoot me if I don't make it. Again.

I hope to climb three 14ers, but it won't kill me if I don't make it. I know from experience. I failed that one this year, and I'm still alive and kicking.

I hope to learn something new in 2011, and I hope to finish more unfinished projects. Those are lifetime goals and always in progress.

I'm also hoping to improve my gardening skills and my garden next summer. Must have more fresh, home-grown tomatoes!

Marmots in the Spirit WorldOne of my unwritten goals for this year was to read scriptures. I'm very proud to say I accomplished what I signed up for! At the end of last year, I signed up for an email subscription beginning Friday, January 1, to scriptures through Daily Lit, which allows you (FREE!) to set your own goals, from a few verses to a chapter to several chapters per day, per week or per month, with the option of suspending the subscription during vacation or if you get behind. I'm a pretty fast reader and I love to read, but my truly leisure time typically is fairly limited. So I signed up for two chapters (or the equivalent thereof in case of long chapters) three times a week.

I expected I'd need to suspend the subscription during Ride the Rockies, but at the last minute decided not to, even though I had no email access the entire week, because I wanted to challenge myself to catch up when I got back home. It took me eight days to finish six days' doses, but catch up I did! I actually had more trouble staying current the last three months than I did all summer long. But I made it! I've never been more than a week behind all year long, and as of right this moment, I'm current, with one more day and one more email to go. So I'm carrying this project over into next year, and I intend to keep going until I've finished the entire book.

And that's it for goals, other than spending time with loved ones and friends. That's what I think I'm going to care about when I meet my Maker. It's a bit of a modification for a goal-driven gal like me, but I don't consider it a step down. In fact, I think I'll be much happier with this bit of streamlining for 2011. And isn't that what life should be about?

May the coming year bring you the happiness and fulfillment you need and deserve!
Dreamy Rose

08 January 2010

Fingerprint Friday

Metro firefighters climb our stairs each year on 9/11.That. Was. Hard.

A group of us girls like to climb the stairs in our building, 60 flights, during our lunch hour a few times a week. Since the economy took a turn for the worse, it has been increasingly harder for some of us to get away in order to do our social and fitness thing. I personally had not been on the stairs since early December, and when I did it then, it was equally challenging because I hadn't done it in about six weeks.

I was discouraged when I first started up today because I had to stop to breathe every 10 flights. I like to go all the way up non-stop, and there was no way I could accomplish that after so many weeks of not climbing. I'm always amazed at how fast I lose my wimpish athletic prowess when compared to how long it takes me to regain the stamina when I get the chance to try again.

I also had stressed most of the morning because one of my new year's resolutions was to get on the stairs at least once a week. I was just hours away from breaking my first resolution of the year, already, in the first eight days of the year. That attitude doesn't make climbing easier.

I finally realized, on about the 42nd floor, I had to lift my spirits in addition to my heavy body up those stairs.

There are many who can't do one flight, let alone 60. Sure, my 60 was going to take my entire lunch hour, but at least I can do it.

It took me a couple of years to regain the ability to complete long bike rides after mandatory back surgery in 2004. It isn't taking me two years to be able to climb the stairs again.

And finally, I was blessed with the opportunity to climb. Why spend those fleeting moments discouraged and depressed when they should be a celebration? I got a lunch hour! I got to climb the stairs!

This wasn't my first blessing today. I'd already experienced a bit of a miracle before sunrise. My husband dropped me off at the park and ride (which is yet another wonderful blessing in and of itself) because the roads were icy. I'd placed a bag of groceries in the back seat for the canned food drive at my work. I had been meaning to bring that bag in since before Christmas. But life was flying at such a hectic pace then, I kept forgetting.

And sure enough, I accidentally left the bag in the back of the car when my husband dropped me off. Today was the last day for the group contribution. I could always take it independently. But I wanted to be a part of the group. I wanted the group contribution to be as big as it could be.

So I took off running after my husband. On snow and ice. Me, the biggest klutz in the world. The one who can best stumble if there is anything to trip on or slide on. If they had an Olympic event for falling down, I surely would be the reigning champ of the last century, and I'd be notching my belt for this new century just ten years young.

My husband did not see me. He kept going. I didn't catch him until he stopped at a red light. But I DID catch him! And I didn't fall down! Even as I walked back to the train stop carrying the bag of groceries!

Maybe one of my new year's resolutions needs to be: Quit whining about what I can't do and start being thankful for what I can do. I sure get farther when I have that kind of attitude!


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Steven Curtis Chapman sings:

I can see the fingerprints of God
When I look at you
I can see the fingerprints of God
And I know its true
You're a masterpiece
That all creation quietly applauds
And you're covered with
The fingerprints of God


The Rusted Chain challenges bloggers each Friday to discover, recognize and see God's fingerprints and share them with the rest of the world. See instructions to join in here. Also check the other blogs linked there to see more great Fingerprints!Metro firefighters climb our stairs each year to commemorate and honor those who died on September 11, 2001.

29 December 2009

Goals

The Lizard attained his goal over the long Christmas weekend, reaching the 3,000-mile mark in 2009. Actually, he went a bit over. He logged 3,000.6 cycling miles this year. And there are still two more days to go! With favorable weather and a possibly short work day between now and 2010, he'd love to push that total even higher.

Celebrate!His improvised goal has been reached. He is one happy Lizard.

Typically, he pedals 4,000 miles (or more) per year. Home-searching, packing, moving, unpacking and a training-related injury kept him off his bike for two months during prime cycling season. As November drew near, he was faced with inevitable goal modification. The Lizard was not happy at first. He gradually adjusted his goal and accepted the new, lower mark as equally as honorable. He did the best he could with the circumstances he faced.

Now it's time for new goals in a new year. A new decade. Wow. How many times do you get to say that in a lifetime!

The Lizard's goals for 2010 will be much the same as his goals each year since we began dating in 2004. Undoubtedly, the only new goal will be no injuries. He likely will shoot for 4,000 (or more) miles as he trains for the Julian Death March, the Buena Vista Century, Elephant Rock, Ride the Rockies (fingers and toes crossed), MS-150, Triple Bypass, Leadville 100 (fingers, toes and eyes crossed) and any other interesting rides falling on weekends not already claimed by "the biggies." He's also talked about doing a century a month. That means pedaling 100 miles in one ride each month, and for him, he'll want to accomplish this in six hours or less. Preferably less.

Which means I likely won't be tagging along right behind...

Hidden StarI can do a metric century. That's about 66 miles. I've done only one century in my entire life, and I did it the day I had to, during my first Ride the Rockies. Regardless of how hard I try, I have not been able to get in 100 miles in a day since. And I can hardly hold The Lizard's pace. He routinely rides ahead to claim his miles and his mph, then rides back and repeats a good portion of his ride finishing up my miles with me at my pace. He's an absolute doll!

I've decided I'm going to try to work up to a full 100-mile century during 2010. I may not be able to ride 100 miles in one sitting, but I can certainly have fun trying.

And you know what this means, right? The Lizard's centuries will all be about 140 miles!!! Lucky guy!

My Favorite CyclistI have a few other goals, as well. I hope to continue designing snowflakes and writing the patterns for at least one year, for a total of 52 free patterns right here on this very site. I hope to compete in the Ravelympics (that's a trademarked term, I believe), which means starting a needlework project during the Olympic opening ceremonies and finishing it before the closing ceremonies. I'd also like to finish a quilt by March to be entered in the Denver National Quilt Festival. I hope to be able to do another weekly planner calendar for 2011, and fingers, toes, eyes and hairs are crossed hoping the economy will allow it. And then somewhere in there, in between all that madness, I hope to climb at least three fourteeners.

Oh, and I'm hoping to raise $2,000 for the National Multiple Sclerosis Society this year so I don't have to stand in line for the porta potties at the rest stops during the 2011 MS-150. I'm a "premium pedaler" this year because I raised $1,000 last year. That means my number on my bike this year will be a different color than most of the rest of the other 2,500 riders. I got to register early, and I got a discount on my registration. Pretty cool!

Some people think resolutions are silly because they often don't get kept. But I'm determined, head strong and stubborn. Check back with me in 356 days to see how I'm progressing. Or follow along throughout the year. I promise to have tons of good pictures and hopefully enjoyable trip reports. Happy 2010!
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